Wednesday, July 18, 2012

the job continuum
i was once eager to help
my mood is cheerful by default
im a surly employee because of many bad work relationships

Saturday, July 14, 2012

the envelope of hundred dollar bills is half the size it was
now is the time to think clearly
or piss it away
risk insolvency?

i shall downshift
trucks use low gear

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

friends with jobs
thats my gameplan
i dont work for strangers
i dont work for corporations
unless they are run by family

running out of my inner circle
this last job worked great until it didnt
the joke stopped being funny
about how i was savagely wasting my time
for filthy lucre

i royally fucked the tennis job up
but me working 2 jobs?
and drinking like a rugby player?
who saw how that ends a mile away?

me fucking up jobs is WHY i am where i am today
in this lofty post on the outside of society
id post up closer but
jeez-
society
you are a bit 2 sweaty for me
i posted up on you the correct way in my teens-20's and thirties

i played that hard "D"

if i find a job that looks "fun" ill take it
i thought poker might be easier
poker is hard
im way too hopeful for the game
im way too loose
im a good guy to have at a table
the pots swell because of my disregard for the gaming tokens

my disregard for the value is supposed to be an asset in the game
but i keep getting bluffed by big tough guys
bluffed off a flush at chester
bluffed off a solid pair
by total air
total air 93 bucks and fifty bucks
i should grow some balls
if im going home broke anyway
go broke on the hero call
go home a broken hero
or grow the stack to heroic proportions!